Saturday, 28 April 2012

28/4/2012

今天早上学校举办了merentas desa的活动,所以我5点就起来了...可是我昨天是2点睡的-_-
真的很累 -_-

当merentas desa要开始了的时候,joe nn就不懂跑到哪里去了!!!
害我和Pei Li两个人在那边自己走 =_=
走到我要死啊!!!
明知道我有哮喘还要叫我跑TT
现在全身都很痛 -_-

脚和肚子十分的痛啊-_-
尤其是脚:(

今天twinkle的音源出了xD
真的很好听啊!!!

TaeTiSeo大发!!! <3 ^^

Thursday, 26 April 2012

27/4/2012

今天很早就起来了...
8:15就起来了啊...
昨天3:30睡


本来我还不懂我为什么那么早起来...
过后wade哥哥告诉我是因为我心情烦躁的关系...
他说的一点也没错啊 /_____\


我就是心情烦躁...
真的很烦啊!!!


今天又要去学校...我不要去学校 /.\
真的不想去...
我不要上science节!!!真的不要!!!


今晚有补习...
我也不想去!!!!
不想不想去!!!!


TT.....
我只想一个人躲在家里...
哪里也不想去....

Wednesday, 25 April 2012

25/4/2012

今天...我真的很讨厌今天...
在班上,我骂了李X
我真的顶不顺她了..越来越讨厌她
她讲过绝不会再来干涉我的事
但是她没有做到
今天她叫那个pengawas来骂我变态
还骂到很大声的那种!!!

屁啦她!!!她又资格讲我咩?!
就因为老师不给我和joe nn坐在一起,所以我一个人在那边坐
她就去跟慧祺讲我该死,一个人坐

她呢?不会自己用脑想的吗?她自己更惨 :)
当慧祺去duty了,她就像一个鸡酱在那边和dickson和zifeng讲话...
就像“鸡”在kao zaii !!!

Joe Nn今天也是
我只是叫她帮我一个忙,她就生气了
放学时我一直叫着她,她也不应我
我只是叫她陪我买糖果难道不行吗? ><
会用到她一生的生命吗?
朋友是什么? :)
朋友是无时无刻都会在身边帮助你,陪你的人
但是她呢?她根本不懂什么叫朋友 :)

今天补习...我没有去
我怕老师骂我,因为星期五我没有去补习

今天我没有去补习,老师这个星期五肯定会骂我
要骂我就骂我
我无所谓了

那个人在补习班会看到老师骂我,但是我不介意
因为我对那个人心灰了

Tuesday, 24 April 2012

到底是怎样了??!!

最近裴莹那个傻婆一直跟着我...
她和慧仪她们吵架了啊...
Shino又好像误会了我...她好像误会我霸占裴莹了...
其实我没有啊!!!
裴莹跟不跟我,我都不用经...
反正裴莹和我也不是好朋友...我有Joe Nn就可以了...:)
真的很希望她们可以快点和好...也希望Shino她可以谅解我...

还有另外一件事...
最近两天看到他在学校...每次他看到我了,他都会假装看不到我...
以前他还会主动来和我打招呼,可是现在完全不会
到底怎么了??
为什么会酱?!
到底哪里一个地方出差错了?!
拜托你睬一下我好吗...我真的很需要你...
我很爱你...真的真的很爱你...

Monday, 23 April 2012

24/4/2012 1:07AM

睡不着...~~

我还为了刚才在学校你的那件事而烦...

突然爱听情歌了...

林俊杰<333

真的很好听啊他的歌<3

人又长的帅 xD

希望明天一切没有事...

你和我,从今以后,就只是陌生人了...:)

我们连朋友都没有资格做了!!!

开心的一天

今天在学校真的很好玩 :D

裴莹和pudding坐在我前面,joe nn坐在我隔壁...

我和裴莹一直在那边说笑 ... xD

还说什么professional singer 和 professional sucker xDDDD

neh 就是这张子 xDDD

她一直在那边唱 someone like you - adele, 她模仿到很好笑 xDDD

真的希望我们每天都能够酱...:D

但是裴莹会坐过来都是因为她和 Shino吵架了...D:

今天她们又不懂发生什么事了...

虽然我希望我和裴莹酱一直继续每天笑下去,但是我比较希望她和Shino快点好回...

希望一切没事...:D

Thursday, 19 April 2012

朴珠泫朴珠泫

今天我的肉脸贤 tweet 了她和她家人的照片 ~~

她和她家人都长得好像啊 O_O

来 post 一下给你看~~
 她和她弟弟..xPPP
 她爸爸,弟弟和她 <3
她妈妈和她...xD
不觉得都很像吗?? xppp

尤其她和她妈妈~~

话说,她弟弟和我同年耶~~~~爽^^v

朴珠泫啊~~~还是朴洙泫??O_O

唉不管哪~~~~都是一样的吗 xDDDD

最近觉得自己开始对肉脸不忠心了>____<

呀!!!都是朴娜莱在旁边搞鬼...xppp

朴娜莱这个小鬼...整天就是爱做这个表情 -----> >3<

一天不做会死吗??xppp

没关系...允许你天天做...要做给我看哦...>3< xDDD

我爱你肉脸贤和娜娜 >3<

原来上个星期spica已经是goodbye stage了啊...TT

讨厌啊...那么快就goodbye stage唉....

没有表演可以看了...:(

Saturday, 14 April 2012

15/4 Sunday 1:07AM

今天我就来post一下华语啦 xD

之前我不是说过joohyun post她很想一个人吗?

自从那一天她就没有上网了...

今天我看到她reply粉丝的mention :D

虽然他没有tweet东西,但是看到她上网没事就好了 ~ ^^

朴洙泫我爱你 >____<

没办法没有你了xp

不准你离开我哦!!!我的肉脸贤 ~ <3



Thursday, 12 April 2012

Roller Coaster ~ =_=

today my mood is like roller coaster lol ~

I was in a good mood from morning till night..

but at night Joohyun suddenly tweet O_O and she tweet "I want to be alone" !!!!! !#$#@$!@#@!$@#$

really makes me worry >______<

what happen to her ?! I'm curious TT

then she tweet another long tweet...

she says that she miss the moment when she is not an idol ~ she miss the moment when she is normal people ~

oo... o_O at least nothing big deal...

but she will tweet like this that means something happen right?!

maybe something makes her hurt?! OMG JOOHYUN HOPE YOU'RE OK T-T

really worry of you :(

I wanna see your tweet with your smile face :) it is really beautiful and makes me happy <3

as long as you happy I'm ok ^^ ~ I love you Joohyun xD !!!

Sunday, 8 April 2012

lalala ~ :D

Twitter over limit for 2 times today =_=

nothing to do ahh... boring /.\

so I come update my blog :D

today dunno why I very angry at Jiwon ==

she followed Min at twitter later unfollow her again LOL

why she want do this? -_-

so freaking childish...

make me so excited when she followed her that time lol

how I wished SPICA and miss A can be besties :( 


I ship Suzy and Narae or either Joohyun ♥ xD

today Volume Up - 4Minute released ♥.

nice nice (Y) my Nam leader 

Wednesday, 4 April 2012

其实大家都以为我很无忧无虑,过得很开心...

但..那其实不是真正的我...

现在的我,带着面具过活了...

带了很多年...

不懂该不该脱下来...

我心里的痛苦有谁知道??

发生什么事..每次都是我一个人承担...

我已经很累了..

很想把事情统统说出来...

但是说出来有谁会听...??

人们都习惯看到那个开朗的我了...我不想再别人面前表露出我是那么不坚强的...

佘素琪,你行的...

忍了差不多2年了...难道忍不下去吗???

嗯,行的...:)

Happy Birthday Yang Jiwon ! :)

Today is our beautiful Jiwon birthday :)

Yang Ji Happy Birthday \(≧▽≦)/ 


Eunjung will you wish Yang Ji Happy Birthday?!

can't wait to see you both interaction in twitter again. so sweet ! \(≧▽≦)/ 

Jiwon is now 24 (25 in korean) years  old liao TT

old liao wor...Eunjung still younger then you ahhh Yang Ji...

how I hope Hyomin and Jiyeon will wish her in twitter, but it is hopeless :(

their interaction in twitter is so damn less TT

Eunjung and Yang Ji the best \(≧▽≦)/ ♥ 

Yang Ji ahh.. Your birthday must be happy yea :) don't think so much...

sometimes see you at twitter post those things, really kinda worry you :(

Today 5/4/2012 is your big day, so you must be happy yea ^^

I love you Yang Ji :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN !!! \(≧▽≦)/ 

Tuesday, 27 March 2012

BLOG COMEBACK ! ;D \(≧▽≦)/

HEY ANYONE MISS ME ? \(≧▽≦)/ 


HAHA long time didn't update my blog :)


Today it is 28/03, tomorrow Painkiller gonna release \(≧▽≦)/ 


so excited for it xD

wanna see pretty Joohyun 



This few days I have changed many... I hate to talk with Lee Shing -_-

she always like to compare her things to me.. Hey, you is you, me is me, so stop comparing to me ==



Tomorrow got tuition ehh... Science worksheet I havent done yet :(


lazy to do it ! \(≧▽≦)/ 


Lee Shing... feel like don't wanna be friend with her...


but sometimes she is ok.. cute girl !ㅠㅠ


Haizz... dunno what to do...


I'm going crazy...


Joohyun ahhh !ㅠㅠ


OHYA !!


wanna sharesomething daebak with you hehe xD


JOOHYUN BEST SELCA EVER !!! \(≧▽≦)/ 


BEAUTIFUL RIGHT?! \(≧▽≦)/ 


NARAE PUN ADA SELCA !!! POUT KISS WINK SMILE :D







NICE RIGHT? ;D

JIWON HOT PICTURE ! WANNA SEE? xD
OMG... that sexy butt \(≧▽≦)/ 

HAHAHA...

today Mohamad Aminullah pushed me when I'm standing beside the drain -_-

he wanna make me die?!

stupid =3=

WAKAKA..finished my blog today ;D see my mood tomorrow should  I update another blog xP

BUT MAYBE I WILL?! ;D PAINKILLER BABY !! \(≧▽≦)/ 

BYE \(≧▽≦)/ 

Monday, 12 March 2012

伤心...

我真的不想失去他啊...

我真的很爱他....

感觉...他是喜欢上了其他女生了吧??...那个什么Elene Chang...

我真的很妒忌..很不爽...><

他昨天告诉我我们不适合在一起...让我哭了一整夜...今天我都不懂该怎样...

一直在思考这件事...真的一哭再哭....

如果时间能够重返...我就不会一直对他发脾气....不会一直吵架了....

Thursday, 8 March 2012

What have I done ?

aww... I  have good back with my-ex now :)

but this is not what I want..

I want back Thomas .... :(

What am I doing now ?? Will I be regret ??

唉..!!! =3=

整个闲掉了..!!!

hyomin刚才在twitter回复粉丝...为什么不要回复我啊...??!! =3=

我试着用最简单的英语来跟她沟通了啊=.=

当我要开电脑与她用韩语沟通时,她竟然结束fantalk了..!!

够力囧...

Wednesday, 7 March 2012

Jiwon ~ ♥


Jiwon ah.. apa lu makan? xD ♥ your face looks so happy ♥  xP

WHO IS THIS ?! xD ♥

WHO IS THIS CUTE GIRL ?! xD 

原来一切只是错觉....

当时还以为我真的喜欢慧婷了..=.=

但原来一切只是错觉...:DD

越来越不喜欢和她讲话了 -_-

每次都喜欢拉智妍下去我们的话题..明明好好聊的就是硬要拉智妍下去聊..-.-

从此都不想把她当成我认识 的人了..:DD

忘掉以前她每次让我 哭的日子...

我不稀罕慧婷了...xD

反正她也不会睬我了..T-T

算了...不想讲她了...><

答应做一辈子的朋友

李欣,裴莹, Yee Shing, Joe Nn和Hui Qee我们答应做一辈子的朋友,好不??

感觉今年我跟你们过得很开心^^

还以为来到了新学校我会觉得很闷,没有朋友和我一起玩..但是想象不到有你们这几个傻婆陪我呢!!!

真的很开心..永远都不会忘记你们这几个朋友 :))

开心...:DDD

今天真的很开心!!!><

哈哈..看到裴莹在她的部落格写道我的名字...:DDD

当一辈子的朋友吗??当然!!! :PPP

Shino,李欣,Pey Ying, Joe Nn, Hui Qee, Dickson永远都是我一辈子的朋友^^

友谊万岁!!! :)) 

Monday, 5 March 2012

i can't believe -_-

actually I can't believe I'm translating his tweets LOL

hate it hate it.. actually I have been fall in  love with him...

but his  attitude makes me dont like him again lol d(-_-)b

讨厌今天!!!

我真的很讨厌今天!!!

非常非常讨厌今天!!!!

他竟然ignore我那么多次了!!! T-T

我不懂该不该放弃他...唉...

今天和李欣又发生事情了...我这次总觉得我不想解释,不想道歉,不想和好了...

她想怎样就怎样吧...~~!!

Sunday, 4 March 2012

Spica ?? :D

hmm.. my knowledge for Spica is just a little.. not like T-ara D:

Spica korean name is 스피카 xD

Their member has :

PARK JOO HYUN 박주현 - MY BIASSSSSS :DD Main Rapper in Spica, 29/11/1986, the eldest x)
Kim Boa 김보아 - Rapper and Lead Vocalist in Spica, 14/1/1987
Park Narae 박나래 - Vocalist in Spica, 23/2/1988, MY 3RD BIASSSS :DDD
YANG JIWON 영지원 - Vocalist in Spica, 5/4/1988, MY 2ND BIASSSS XD
Park Bohyung 박보형 - Main Vocalist in Spica, 31/3/1989, the maknae :)

Pre - Debut :
Joohyun was a office lady during her training session. Boa is former LOEN Trainee and  she was former Infinite   vocal teacher. Narae was Superstar K1 Top 10 Contestant. Jiwon was former Five Girls member that group with UEE from After School, G.Na and Yubin from Wonder Girls. She was a former member of T-ara too, she was supposed to form T-ara with Jiae, Hyomin, Jiyeon and Eunjung, but she quit due to different style. Bohyung was former JYP and YG trainee, after that she was recommended by YG to B2M Entertainment.

This is all i know about Spica HAHA xD

YANGGGG JIIIWWWWOOOOONNNNN !!

I'M PROUD OF YANG JIWON ♥ ( ̄▽ ̄)


HAHA xD





















Spicafied ? or Queen?

this few days I am seriously confused am I a Queen or Spicafied @.@

but I'm very sure I'm in love with my PARK JOO HYUN !!! and YANG JI WON !! haha lol xP

选择了继续等那个不可能的恋情...

我还是要等他..

虽然我知道和他不可能...

但我只想让他知道我只爱他一个人...:)

对不起....

怎么办!!!

现在该怎么办!!!

直接告诉他把他当成朋友罢了吗?!?!

真的很烦...

该去等一个不可能的爱情还是放开一切...展开新的恋情呢...??

很想好好珍惜他...

唉...很头痛啊!!!我真的很想要好好地珍惜他...

但是我心里其实喜欢着其他人...

但是我懂我和那个人是没有可能的吧?? D:

我很烦啊...

我该跟他告白吗??还是先看情况??

其实我也是有点喜欢他了...但是我心里最喜欢的还是他...

唉!!!就是那么地烦!!!